That One!!

Had u ever been through a state where something that really upsets u comes right back to you ?
N sometimes the worst is when u tried your best to obliviate it n u were kinda efficacious.....but things r not always in  your favour , the same words r spoken about u or about whatever that dere u... N then the most difficult state comes....' U R ALWAYS A SMILING FACE '😂
Y not ! A person maintaining a smile can't have pain bhai.... N moreover u can't get hurt cause of whatever others say doesn't matter .. after all u always have smile and that simply means u don't feel pain or bad about anything .

So again there is a stound which is ..' ok ! whatever was said , everyone laughed upon it and forgot' , but ..its hurting ... with same pain as it was felt the first time.. which was almost healed right back ..but its again new.. it will hurt again the same way it did earlier ... Maybe which was troubling since days , or maybe months , or maybe years ,that u couldn't tell to anyone !! Neither in past nor today.
Everything becomes normal,  there u r also laughing,having fun...
but only u know that its still hurting .and yes! Its not normal once again.. The wound was nearly healed but it is dered again.
They may ask u "Are r u ok ??"&
" 'Yes !' Or 'Absolutely fine' ." Would b a common answer
But while feeling that pain when u look here n there hiding tears with a choking  gullet, eyes getting red which u want to hide, u want just to b alone but can't n then, among all those having a pleasure time.. u catch eyes staring at u... N at that instant u realize that u can hide from the whole world but not from this person.

THAT ONE PERSON gets to know about your fettle that 'no' its 'not ok', just by hearing your voice over phone or looking at u even when u give a broad smile right there on your dull face.. because THAT ONE knows what your real smile is n the glow which u have when u r really happy !

Not 100 of friends or lover but just a true friend is all u need.

Do u have someone like that.. among many whom u can call really yours'..?

             .THANKS FOR READING🙏.   
JUST A MERE THOUGHT BEFORE GOING FOR SLEEP .😋.😊.
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