Get yourself a life.
Was it the only option ? Was it the only way to win or say, get rid of things ? Was it the only way to be happy in heaven? Was it the only solution ? No, depression isn't something we cannot fight , yes it might be difficult but suicide isn't an option anyway ! I would rather say to myself that you are happy then to think that I am not. Stand in front of the mirror and smile though you might not feel that from inside but that would help a little. Say to yourself that time will pass and gradually you will be yourself. Tell yourself you are STRONG even if you don't trust your words. Stop crying over those who left. Stop worrying about your relations because the one who are meant to stay will stay might not for a forever but in times they are meant to be with you. If you don't trust anyone to talk to , to share , afraid of being bullied for what you are start talking to things. Watch movies , listen to music that don't remind you of bad times and things of past. Make ...