Emotivo

Was it the only option ? Was it the only way to win or say, get rid of things ? Was it the only way to be happy in heaven? Was it the only solution ? No, depression isn't something we cannot fight , yes it might be difficult but suicide isn't an option anyway ! I would rather say to myself that you are happy then to think that I am not. Stand in front of the mirror and smile though you might not feel that from inside but that would help a little. Say to yourself that time will pass and gradually you will be yourself. Tell yourself you are STRONG even if you don't trust your words. Stop crying over those who left. Stop worrying about your relations because the one who are meant to stay will stay might not for a forever but in times they are meant to be with you. If you don't trust anyone to talk to , to share , afraid of being bullied for what you are start talking to things. Watch movies , listen to music that don't remind you of bad times and things of past. Make ...

Is it enough to be with those who care for you ? They do understand you but at some point when you need them the most none of them is there and you just sit in a corner somewhere smiling cause you can be seen . Though they stand by your side behind your back but when you can't share anything with those who always made you believe that they'll be there & when it comes to be proved to you, those same people are too occupied to hear you or too busy having fun & then what you do is lie in your blanket either sleeping to forget or cry, cry so hard to forget but so soft that no one hears and still you never let your hopes die that maybe this is not the correct time when its needed to be proved & you wait, while waiting you walk in crowds smiling ,having fun & making others happy. Isn't is such a great thing that the person suffering makes everyone laugh , so hard that others forget their pain. Irony plays well ! You feel the people are there but sometimes it...

Okay, So this is really tough. Did it ever happened that u just got to know about someone's deep dark secret.. and that is keeping your mind on that one person. Not that type of a case but like u really want to help out that one person to get out the pain he/she is going through. And now...when u feel lonely u think of sharing it to that one person whom u don't even know for more then just countable days. You just share some similarities and feel like u r attached to that one person...its strange. But at the same time u realise that that person is not important to u & so u to that person. Like how difficult it is to perceive human emotions. In some moments u can get attached to anyone... And the whom u know since years don't even know what u actually feel. Damn this is really scary. And it do scare me of being getting mad to the fact that it do happen with everyone & what if whom we start giving so much importance don't even care because they are too...

The Silence Silences! When someone dies we pray for rest n peace in his / her soul.. right? Yes every one of us does and then we forget. But have u ever thought that what goes through the ones who were a part of the person who is not breathing anymore? Might be someone's grandfather or grandmother who was a support for that small child against her parents, for whom they were the ones who always had their time ....or sometimes it is a little child who brought happiness in the home with his first cry....or someone who was his parents' old age support... But life is all about going to the black shade. Truly said time never waits for anyone. I have never gone through a stound where my people left me like this or in any way but the thought is always there about the ones who wanted to spend more of their time with the one who is now dead! The dreams which they had are still left to b fulfilled. The pain n sympathy is felt but all forgotten with time . The father who want...

Had u ever been through a state where something that really upsets u comes right back to you ? N sometimes the worst is when u tried your best to obliviate it n u were kinda efficacious.....but things r not always in  your favour , the same words r spoken about u or about whatever that dere u ... N then the most difficult state comes....' U R ALWAYS A SMILING FACE '😂 Y not ! A person maintaining a smile can't have pain bhai.... N moreover u can't get hurt cause of whatever others say doesn't matter .. after all u always have smile and that simply means u don't feel pain or bad about anything . So again there is a stound which is ..' ok ! w hatever was said , everyone laughed upon it and forgot' , but ..its hurting ... with same pain as it was felt the first time.. which was almost healed right back ..but its again new.. it will hurt again the same way it did earlier ... Maybe which was troubling since days , or maybe months , or mayb...